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Just A little randomness between me and some of my precious friends....

Bartock2: u are a nut
Bartock2: i wanna adopt u
Bartock2: cause u are special
Bartock2: in a shortbus way
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Highwayone1: well if talking to you is torment than i love pain

jaysland101: i love u with all of my heart ur my ay gurl always and for ever. u make me complete

RazorbladeKiss07: what do you want for your birthday
creepNdenial: a kiss
RazorbladeKiss07: what else do you want?
creepNdenial: another kiss

creepNdenial: holy shit I love you
creepNdenial: we'll go get em from your house tomorrow

creepNdenial: you so sexy..*kiss*

RazorbladeKiss07: I'm gonna hang out with Josh tomorrow
Bartock2: im gonna get u and him drunk and naked
Bartock2: and then do him...not u
RazorbladeKiss07: I get to do him first
RazorbladeKiss07: I mean.....no
Bartock2: hehe...aww i cant get u first tho?
RazorbladeKiss07: I'll consider it
Bartock2: hehe...which means u think about it...realize it would be super good...and come over

alwaysfalling637: im glad someone knows what im feeling
RazorbladeKiss07: I always do honey!!
alwaysfalling637: *big julie hug*
alwaysfalling637: ur my bestest friend
RazorbladeKiss07: forever!!
RazorbladeKiss07: You couldn't get rid of me, even if you wanted to
alwaysfalling637: u could never get rid of me either
RazorbladeKiss07: good!
alwaysfalling637: ill never quit believing in our friendship
RazorbladeKiss07: neither will I honey!
RazorbladeKiss07: We've been through too much to ever give it up
alwaysfalling637: exactly....
alwaysfalling637: Your seriously like one of my heros
RazorbladeKiss07: and you are mine honey!!
alwaysfalling637: im so glad that this whole barrier is not going to weaken our friendship
RazorbladeKiss07: nothing ever will
alwaysfalling637: it better not

creepNdenial: Trent is so sexy
RazorbladeKiss07: no, you are

creepNdenial: they're the shit
RazorbladeKiss07: haha...your the shit!

creepNdenial: awww, its all good, i'll get ya some new ones
RazorbladeKiss07: you don't have to
creepNdenial: you're right I dont..
creepNdenial: I want to

creepNdenial: yea, I emphasize the word DICK

SelvaDrummer: youll be my african brother from another mother of the same color...for life

SelvaDrummer: &lt;--im the white guy that was with josh lol dork ass
RazorbladeKiss07: I figured from the screen name
RazorbladeKiss07: I'm smert
SelvaDrummer: lol ud be suprised how many fuktards dont realize that

The Odd Demon: I've been looking forward to seing you ever day...my arms get weaker every day to hold you...and my lips harden to kiss just your cheek....My eyes tear for just a glimspe of you...and my heart quivers for that moment to be with you again
The Odd Demon: just remeber...thas how I feel
TheLastTimeIFell: awww, *heart butterflies*
The Odd Demon: I need to steal one of these butterflys....and I'll jar it...so I can feel a little bit closer to you

The Odd Demon: I care about you more than any words can express...no action...no thing...and as I said before word can't help me express it...its just this undying feeling to be even just near you...fiery burn to make you proud of me...and passion like no other...and thats just the tip of the iceberg
TheLastTimeIFell: you make me wanna cry happy tears
The Odd Demon: every drop is a feeling from yuor heart I accept...Its makes me feel yearn you more and more...on top of it all...covered in those tears...you look like a glimmering angel

The Odd Demon: ...Just rember the whole life thing....it can be done...and of all people you can do it...and if you need help...I always have an arm to support you with

The Odd Demon: ...you have happy tears?
TheLastTimeIFell: yea
The Odd Demon: I'd kiss them off one by one...but I'm not there

The Odd Demon: Time... separating people and places... what if you could run with time? Is that even possible? If you only face forward, you can miss seeing something. It is a virtue to devote oneself to something, firmly believing in one's own ideals. But that doesn't mean it's all right to belittle the ideals and feelings of others. If you lead such a busy life, you may never realize how your parents feel. It's only self-satisfaction. It's all right to stop every now and then. If you want a moments rest. If you want to feel what other people feel.

The Odd Demon: you do get more beautiful every time I see you...its almost angelic beauty
The Odd Demon: Definatly...Angelic beauty
The Odd Demon: and when you smile with that happy look in your eyes...I get all gooey on the inside
The Odd Demon: I look into your eyes...and I just feel this urge to kiss you...I see you without a smile...I get this urge to Hug you...that smile is the thing my soul runs on...pushing me forward is that laugh...and making me feel proud is that look you give me

The Odd Demon: your special, One of a kind....not like anyone else...Now I know for a fact that I Have yet to even gotten close to know everything about you...you have had a long life thus far...and you add on more day....I will always want to know whats wrong....and I will always want to make you feel the most specialist person in the world....because you are....I truely think your stealing my heart from me piece by piece...its what that pressure in my chest is....Every day I want to see you...just to see you smile...to see that look....just to see you how you get more beautiful everyday....

The Odd Demon: I will never think of you as a failure....you do way more than I could ever handle...it seems remarkable to be....I feel like such a loser compared to you...

The Odd Demon: hey I want you to have a good day...Just when your feeling kinda down...remeber you have me to care about you...and that whole mess about my feelings change...I have a hard time getting over people period...so don't worry about that AT ALL...Have a good one

The Odd Angel7: I'm confused about life
The Odd Demon: like
The Odd Angel7: like where do I belong?...why am I here?....Why do we all have to deal with everyones endless bullshit?.....Why is it that the only place I ever wanna be anymore is your arms?.....The only place I feel safe is when I'm with you......Shouldn't I feel safe anywhere.....shouldn't I know where I belong.....sometimes I just feel alone, I know I'm not alone, I never have been.....I just feel like I am
The Odd Demon: ...well...do you think we should break up?...if you need another place to feel safe...no one knows where they belong...I feel alone all the time...but more and more recently...I've noticed...that I feel like I'm alone with you sometimes
The Odd Angel7: I don't think we should break up....at all.....I guess I'm just confused about a lot of things, but that is one thing I am certian on
The Odd Demon: lol good
The Odd Angel7: why do you feel alone with me?
The Odd Demon: I feel like your the only other person out there anymore...that no one else matters...there all just idiots...that I'd rather not deal with

The Odd Demon: you've desvered better...and still deserve much better than me
The Odd Angel7: there is no one better than you
The Odd Demon: the pope....
The Odd Demon: lol
The Odd Angel7: if you were the pope, then the pope would be better than you

The Odd Demon: CAUSE YOUR AN ANGEL
The Odd Demon: MY ANGEL
The Odd Angel7: just those two words comeing from you 'my angel' is like music to my ears......

FouChat26: I want free condoms
SMELMO713: me too!

SMELMO713: yo fool
BlakkJakk 88: watchoo want foo?
SMELMO713: why you all up in my grill?
BlakkJakk 88: i aint know watchoo talkin bout dawg i aint in nobody's grill especially not yours fool
SMELMO713: yo fool.....you wanna take this to da skreet?
BlakkJakk 88: i aint know where da skreet be
SMELMO713: da skreet foo you know da skreet

godlessstar666: I made a friend today
HIMValo84: who is he? he could be a serial killer
HIMValo84: or *gasp* worse
godlessstar666: he seems like a good kid
HIMValo84: so did Ted Bundy
HIMValo84: this could reach the stars or crash and burn

Blink182 Richard: i need to makeout with someone tonight

godlessstar666: shouldn't you be in bed!?
FouChat26: I should, but obviously I'm not

HIMValo84: do I know you
Amber Is Ugly07: yes I'm your stalker I watch you get changed at night I watch you when your in the shower
HIMValo84: wow. thats flattering
Amber Is Ugly07: I can't resist your nice body
HIMValo84: dammit jackie

FouChat26: yo foo I gonna catch me some zz's cuz that way I B keepin' it reel foo

HIMValo84: oowee. The 'erection' is no mystery. we all know that

penguinpeutvoler: When a guy and a girl have sex, which opening of the girl does the guy's penis go into?
HIMValo84: the ear

isyournamejordan: you need to drop him like a hot potato
XNotWearinPantsX: haha, but,....i like hot potatoes

OKwho8Jesus: will you be my friend?
FouChat26: of course will you be my friend?
OKwho8Jesus: you know it!!!
FouChat26: yay!!!!!!!!! go us we're friends

himvalo84: and I'm not pretty dammit
himvalo84: I'm gonna grow a scruffy beard just to prove it

penguins8mysocks: kick him hard!
fouchat26: I did I called him an evil monkey turd

fouchat26: why does daryl think he's unpretty?

fouchat26: he came back
fouchat26: but now
fouchat26: all is quiet on the home front

RazorbladeKiss07: the dictionary is the devil's bible

RazorbladeKiss07: You need a hug
spiffyjake2000: i do =(
RazorbladeKiss07: *big "feel better" hug*
spiffyjake2000: awww, thnx =)

spiffyjake2000: "ok meatwad, now all you have to do is roll around in this broken glass"
RazorbladeKiss07: fun!
RazorbladeKiss07: I wanna roll around in broken glass
spiffyjake2000: me too =D
RazorbladeKiss07: lets go!

spiffyjake2000: an orgy in france?
RazorbladeKiss07: fun
RazorbladeKiss07: lets go

The Odd Demon: Sleep well little angel

RazorbladeKiss07: Jake, you are the love of my life
spiffyjake2000: thats the funniest thing ive ever heard =P

penguins8mysocks: I turned into pudding jen
penguins8mysocks: someone coulda ate me
FouChat26: I know
FouChat26: was it cool?

FouChat26: Derek is cute
OKwho8Jesus: I'm cuter!!
FouChat26: you're way cuter than Derek!

Blakkjakk88: tell jenny im disappointed
OKwho8Jesus: why?
Blakkjakk88: i think shes the cutest thing alive and she thinks youre cuter!!

HIMValo84: *head explodes*
HIMValo84: *gropes around for the pieces*

godlessstar666: guess that just means your special
HIMValo84: mommy says Im special thats why I wear a harness

Blink182 Richard: hey kiddo
godlessstar666: hows your penis these days
Blink182 Richard: u need to give it some talking to

drkdeath8: i want a popsicle
LBJelSk8: when i rule the world u may have one

sk8erjoel415: yeah well u smell
drkdeath8: i just took a shower oh wait that was last week

sk8erjoel415: to much trouble, u girls

FouChat26: don't cry or I'll kick you and that will make it better cuz we all love being kicked

sk8erjoel415: just kidding
drkdeath8: you and your lies

FouChat26: Jackie is my hero

darkdreamed: hey gone, can you tell me who god is
HIMValo84: nope. don't exist. sorry kiddo

HIMValo84: yikers! stay away from me
darkdreamed: no, you stay away from me

XNotWearinPantsX: ahhh my vagina is just one throbing heap of soar tenderness dude for real? my vagina's pleasure is at stake here!?!?!
XNotWearinPantsX: what am i gonna do!?!?! AHHH MY CHILDREN! i gotta do something for my children

HIMValo84: I coulda told you not to run into trucks. you shoulda just asked ;-)
penguins8mysocks: thanks I'll ask next time

HIMValo84: you know, all the bad penguins are kept in an ice penguin prison in antartica
penguins8mysocks: wow, I didn't know that
HIMValo84: those are where all the penguins convicted of murder and such go. bad lot, that. tattoos and everything
penguins8mysocks: and peirced beaks?
HIMValo84: yeah, you know! there was a penguin convicted of raping a polar bear that escaped the other day
penguins8mysocks: wow
HIMValo84: watch your back jackie
penguins8mysocks: theres a chair on my back
HIMValo84: sounds good.


penguins8mysocks: kicking someone in the shins solves everything

Shadow of Sheol: the first thing in escaping a prison, is to find the bar

xMikesAngelGirlx: lol its not stealing its sharing

DeathsTaste: You say yeah a lot don't you?
AngelTearsBleed: hehe....yeah...

CELTMAN3: You don't expose candy to babies or an open wound to a vampire. hence, you don't expose your heart to guys
CELTMAN3: you need a heart of solid rock like me. The person I let in is Mr. Jack Daniels
CELTMAN3: Love is a poison that kills us slowly from the inside. We never know its hurtin us til its too late
CELTMAN3: falling in love is like playin russian roulette with 5 bullets. You've just been shot

HIMValo84: That sucks. Jackie's an evil bully jock. townie
OKwho8Jesus: thats not very nice. I'm gonna kick you *kicks daryl in the shin*
HIMValo84: *moves out of the way*
HIMValo84: *jackie ends up bumping her knee on a table*
HIMValo84: haha, your futile attempts to hurt me are pointless!
OKwho8Jesus: *throw skateboard at daryl*
HIMValo84: *jumps up and lands on board. Then does a 360 flip first try*
OKwho8Jesus: shut up
HIMValo84: *throws jackies board in a big pile of dog poop, then casually walks away*
OKwho8Jesus: *punches dary in the ear*
HIMValo84: *dodges punch and spits a big wad of gum in jackies hair*
OKwho8Jesus: *picks up board and whipes the poop on daryl*
OKwho8Jesus: *gum lands on jackies hat*
OKwho8Jesus: *kicks daryl in the balls and runs*
HIMValo84: *pain of kick blocked by steel cup*
HIMValo84: *jackie trips while trying to run away*
OKwho8Jesus: *sits on ground crying, while daryl laughs*
HIMValo84: *gives a triumphant roar and does a victory dance* I win
OKwho8Jesus: *trips daryl while hes doing his victory dance and he finally falls*
HIMValo84: *fall turns into an expert roll and lands daryl back on his feet*
OKwho8Jesus: I hate you, stop that nonsense
HIMValo84: nonsense! once you admit defeat, things will be much easier for you
OKwho8Jesus: NO NEVER
OKwho8Jesus: *pushes daryl downstairs*
HIMvalo84: *grabs jackie's shirt as he falls. takes her down with him*
OKwho8Jesus: *sits on daryls shoe*grabs his shoe and runs*
HIMValo84: *pulls out boomerang and throws it at jackie*
OKwho8Jesus: *jackie grabs boomerang and puts in in her pocket*
OKwho8Jesus: *throws daryls shoe in a pool*
HIMValo84: *shakes fist. damn you!*
OKwho8Jesus: *takes skateboard and skates home, I WON*
OKwho8Jesus: *calls daryl to laugh at him*
HIMValo84: *daryl answers the phone. 'I'm in your house muahaha'*
OKwho8Jesus: *finds daryl hiding behind the couch*
OKwho8Jesus: *hes still missing a shoe*
HIMValo84: crap. my cover is blown!
HIMValo84: *daryl calls up his army of Chupacabras's to do his bidding* attack my minions!!
OKwho8Jesus: *sicks the chupacabra on daryl*
OKwho8Jesus: *has a shield that blocks the chupas and scares them off*
OKwho8Jesus: *they turn on daryl, and eat his arm*
HIMValo84: *shield give off massive amounts of radiation and slowly starts to melt jackie*
HIMValo84: *being half lizard, daryls arm grows back.*
OKwho8Jesus: *runs out of the room, and jumps in pool and is saved from radiation*
HIMValo84: *jackie realizes that water speeds the deterioration effect. her life is cut even shorter*
HIMValo84: *realizes she can't swim*
HIMValo84: you cant win!
OKwho8Jesus: *jackie is saved when the pool turns into pudding, she jumps out and the pudding stops the melting, and makes her invincable*
HIMValo84: *throws the pudding that was once jackie into a shopping cart, and pushes cart down a BIG hill*
OKwho8Jesus: *the speed of going down the hill, turns jackie back into a herself*
OKwho8Jesus: *she sits and starts to eat pudding*
HIMValo84: *daryl joins her and steals her spoon*
HIMValo84: eat with your hands townie!
OKwho8Jesus: *takes spoon and hits daryl in the forehead with it and pulls out another one and asks if he wants to share*
OKwho8Jesus: *lets be friends*
HIMValo84: ok
HIMValo84: to bad we didn't videotape all that
OKwho8Jesus: that woulda been awsome if we did we could sell it and make money
HIMValo84: noone will believe us. oh well

FouChat26: *kicks daryl hard*
HIMValo84: *dodges kick. Jen loses balance and falls on her back*
FouChat26: no she doesn't
FouChat26: you lie
FouChat26: you evil monkey turd
FouChat26: *if Jen had fallen, which she didn't, she would've slapped daryl on her way down, and kicked him in the balls when she landed*
FouChat26: sorry Daryl
FouChat26: had to do it
HIMValo84: ouch
HIMValo84: that hurts here *points to heart*
FouChat26: sorry Daryl
HIMValo84: :'(
FouChat26: *gives daryl big "I'm sorry" hug*
FouChat26: I was out of line
HIMValo84: thats a little better
HIMValo84: could use another hug
FouChat26: you just want me to hug you cuz you think I'm hot dontcha?
FouChat26: *gives daryl and even huger hug* Feel Better!
HIMValo84: :-)
FouChat26: yah. you know you want some of this *points to self*
HIMValo84: oof ;-)
FouChat26: that's what I thought. daryl thinks I'm hoooot
HIMValo84: oh stop :-*
FouChat26: *giggles like little school girl*


The Odd Angel7: I can't fall asleep when I laying in my bed by myself.......but when I'm with DJ and we're cuddling, I can fall asleep so easily.....like I don't even have to force myself to stop thinking and close my eyes.....
Shadow of Sheol: well there's the root of your insomnia
Shadow of Sheol: you're lonely
Shadow of Sheol: you want to be with someone, or just to have the comfort/safety of someone there for you
Shadow of Sheol: I'm the same way :-\
The Odd Angel7: I feel so safe when I'm with him.....like I am protected from the world and everything in it
The Odd Angel7: The brick wall around my herat wan torn down today....I feel so exposed, like a band aide has been taken off an old wound
Shadow of Sheol: this is scary
Shadow of Sheol: and very risky
Shadow of Sheol: but you're stronger than I if you can do it and get through it.
The Odd Angel7: I'm scared
Shadow of Sheol: you're gonna have to be extra alert
The Odd Angel7: very scared
Shadow of Sheol: and walk with cat steps
Shadow of Sheol: you have a good reason to be
The Odd Angel7: I told DJ eerything tonight.....I let my heart speak for me, and I started crying, because I had never done that before
The Odd Angel7: my heart has always been so locked away....he tore down my wall daryl....I dunno what to do
Shadow of Sheol: you're in territory I can't tread
Shadow of Sheol: and I'm no wiser than you at this point
Shadow of Sheol: but it's a little late now. We'll just have to see where this ride takes us
The Odd Angel7: I'll never trust a guy again if this goes bad.......my heart is exposed and could be torn at any minute.....
The Odd Angel7: my heart has never been this exposed.....this is the scariest feeling......
Shadow of Sheol: take what you can from this relationship. There's no such thing as walking away from a relationship empty handed
Shadow of Sheol: if worst comes to worst, focus on the things he's taught you
Shadow of Sheol: and made you feel
Shadow of Sheol: who knows, if this works for you, it may inspire me to try the same
Shadow of Sheol: but I'll be watching you. I'll be your air bag if this car crashes.
The Odd Angel7: I told DJ stuff today about my past that I have not talked about sicne they happened, that NO ONE knows about.......well except him now.....I trust him more than I have ever trusted anyone......I care about him so much, in a different way than I have ever cared about anyone before
The Odd Angel7: hes more than just my boyfriend, hes like a best friend too.....I've never had that
Shadow of Sheol: I'm happy for you
Shadow of Sheol: enjoy it
Shadow of Sheol: cherish every second
Shadow of Sheol: I'd like to meet him
The Odd Angel7: you should
Shadow of Sheol: we'll plan something

Life is like a box of chocolates......It all ends up the same in the end.

*Just Another Angel, fallen from the broken gates of heaven*