Julie~Well my little Julie Bean, times have changed things, but it will never change us. You will always be my bestest fiend
ever!! We've been through a lot since we first met, I guess we were meant to be friends. Sometimes I know we bug each other,
but I know we'll always be there for each other too! You will alwys be my oldest and dearest friend!
Brittany~Your my lil sis and I love ya!
DJ~Smiles come and go, but first loves last forever. My heart will always hold a peice for you, though I will move on
and live without you, as you will too. Our lives will never be the same as they were before, because those 10 months meant
everything to both of us.
Daryl~You are my big brother and my best friend....I love how you're always there waiting with the best advice at hand....You
alwys know exactally what to say and when to say it.....You are such a wonderful person and my hero....One day you will fall,
and I will be right behind you to break you fall, as you have done for me...
Luana~I know you'll probably never see this, but without you, I would be a totally different person. You give me a reason
to believe in myself, you made me believe I could fly too. Because of you, I know there is a meaning, even when I feel like
I have nothing left to live for...I will always hold a place in my heart for you, and I will ALWAYS consider you my Idol...I
love you Luana, you mean everything to me...When I'm down, I'll alwys remember, "Don't worry about it, fool"
Kar(ina)~Your such a great friend, and one of the few who have stuck by me after being in the hospital. Thank you Karina
for being so cool about everything. I love you hun.
Amanda Reed~We saw HIM together, what more do we need to do? You are such a great person, and always willing to listen....Don't
ever give up on life, cause I will always be here, and I will alwys care.
Jen Ros~Dude, I blew up for you. Hehe. Jenny, I love you honey, we've had so many good tiems together, I didn't know it
was possible to have so much fun. Lock-ins (if they have them out here) will never be the same.....Hell, life won't ever be
the same....don't forget about me.....for I will always remember your smiling face telling me it will all be ok....
Hayley~You know I just met you, but just one conversation with you helped me so much.....You helped me to realize that
no matter how much I hate myself, I'm not alone....You don't know how much I thank you for that......Thats all I ever wanted,
was to know I wasn't alone..
What would I do without all you guys....
Danny (October 28, 2001)~Losing you was hard. I'm so sorry for what I said to you, and I'll never forgive myself. I'll
never forget the look on your face the last time you dropped me off, the sadness when I said what I said, I am sorry. The
last night I spent with you is engraved in my mind. We had so many good times together. Chillin at Brad's parties. Driving
around for no reason. You always listened to me, you never treated me like a kid, and for that I thank you.
Jason(September 7, 2002)~One life is worth a million words. You held your life in the palm of your hands and decided
to drop it. I'll never forget the pain I went through after your suicide. You ment everything to me. I'll always remember
the countless hours spent on the phone with you, trying to cheer you up. Nothing ever worked. I guess it the end it didn't
matter. I wish you would have known that suicide wasn't that way out. Your death woke me up for the dream I had been living.
Jake(July 5, 2004)~Why wouldn't you let me help, you knew I was here....and you completely ignored me...You were one
of my best friends, you meant so much to me, but you didn't even let me talk to you, you still put the gun to your head.....I
hope wherevere you are, you know I still love you....